So I’m officially freaking out a lot! In a couple of hours I’ll be unconscious for two internal procedures that will hopefully show signs of whatever I’ve been battling since the 18th of last month. I’m mortified about being unconscious. All week I’ve been having nightmares about not waking up. =/ I just want to know what’s wrong with me already. It’s been a month of torture and I don’t feel any better.
On the bright side, I’m alive and living is a precious gift. I just hope everything goes over well because I have a really bad feeling. AHH!
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If you climb on my back, then we both can fly…
So I’m officially freaking out a lot! In a couple of hours I’ll be unconscious for two internal procedures that will...
But barely breathing> senti mode.
It's better to express oneself than to bottle up everything. I shall blog now as much as possible, as often as possible and as honestly as possible just to keep myself together.